Welcome to the “Returning Home” website.

We like to think of this website as being the "Parent Site" of The Honey Farm. Whilst The Honey Farm deals with the delicious sweetness of  flowers, this website deals with the Spiritual side of Honey which the Scriptures refer to as Wisdom.

However before you are tempted to taste of the Sweetness of the Word, I like to introduce myself to you.

I have lived in many different places and the word "Home" has a very special meaning to me. My wife Lida and I as well as our children Remmo and Fanny have managed to create a secure and a cozy place everywhere we have lived, but of all those places that we have called Home there was none that answered to my inner longing.

I am 60 years old now and I remember me, being a little boy of about 10 years old, walking through a park in my neighbourhood, pinching myself in the arm questioning whether this all was real. At that age I believed that life was as a kind of a dream, that one day I would awaken and know what life was all about.

Were that all child thoughts? I know they were not. In one way or another I have kept this belief all my life. Little did I realize that this searching was part of an awakening process.

I have made many, many mistakes by looking for answers that would satisfy that feeling of emptiness, that searching for reality. I have hurt others and myself in the process and I deeply regret that. I have experienced that through this process of pain the awakening comes, as a sunrise. This, I learned, will be the process for everyone. It is only through pain that we can come to the answers of life.

In this age it is our Father, our Heavenly Father who reveals the purpose of life to some of us. When He does that to you then your questions will be answered like: What is Love? What defines beauty? Who am I, or Who is really looking through my eyes?

Often I am overwhelmed, amazed and incredibly humbled by the revelations that my Father has given me and now I am urged to put some of it on paper to be read by those who are called to do so. You will not hear the contents of these writings in your Church and some of what is written may cross your doctrinal boundaries. Though you want to listen to your Heart, and when you hear, then you know that you are the Church and your Father communes with you.

He will bring you Home where you belong. He will make you aware that you were with Him before you were born and that you will return to Him again. This will become the most exhilarating and gratifying experience that you ever had and ever will have and so it is for me.

I pray that you will be blessed by these writings.

Henk Beerepoot